Category Archives: The Irrevocable Heartbreak
Safe for memory…
I know that this feeling will soon evaporate and all I will be left with will be the hollow feeling I have grown so accustomed to. Right now though, the only feeling to rush through my veins is that of … Continue reading
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Learning to say no…
It is interesting to see how people change and shift after a period of distance. When once they had seemed so complete, only now I am seeing the reality of but a shell. Maybe distance had me keeping him on … Continue reading
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It wasn’t real…
I awoke this morning frantic. Yes, I am aware the day is almost over, but it has taken me this long to really collect my thoughts about my dream, er, nightmare. Every now and then I will have nightmares that … Continue reading
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Behind closed eyes…
Something has dawned on me today, something I needed to realize. I don’t know if I really needed to move across the country with reckless abandon to figure this out. I have made quite the production out of this but … Continue reading
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Coffee with my confusion…
I fear this may be a bit forced tonight. I embrace the moments when inspiration comes to me and dwell on the moments when I am without. Right now, I am somewhere in between the two. I tried to write … Continue reading
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A weaker immune system…
I am trying my hardest to crawl into some form of sleep right now but I cannot shake the words that were said to me tonight. I am outside of myself right now. I often believe I am immune to … Continue reading
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If only it came so simply…
There are moments that intrude my days when I do not want to be sober – that I absolutely crave the numbness of substance. Whether that substance be a solid or liquid, I am encompassed in the desire to not … Continue reading
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How to be still…
There is a strange level of stillness to life now. It is somewhere along the border of confining and liberating, but this solidarity has a certain appeal. I am content in this moment, as I have come here with this … Continue reading
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